Philosophy savvy?

A long week has gone by keeping myself out and about with several activities. Went to this bookstore in Lygon street, btw it is an italian precinct with everything italian you can find, especially the cafes and restaurants. Yummy! Got a couple of books. Yes i have a new found liking for Philosophical books/novels, hence taking it as part of my elective subject. I;ve always had an admiration for philosophy, how people see the world and other circumstances of ourselves in a more abstract and subjective manner. But trust me, it is far more elusive than that, reading and understanding each and every implications and theories kept my head spinning, ?~@#$,but then i truly have understood why it meant alot to me. For a fact that it changes how i adapt to life, and my own reasonings. Touchy touchy! I am not smart, but seriously, getting into a philosophical mindset takes you in higher levels of consciousness, fondly making you feel smart -superior , especially when i am able to share my thoughts on this subject with a few friends here..:)

Uni work is piling up, thank god i have put my procrastinating habits aside *pats shoulders*....til there is nothin to do, Mondays til Wednesdays are just lectures and tutes, for the past 2 weeks, ive been chilling or what i call havin sleepovers at the boys place. It does feel like my 2nd abode.har har...well, i don't have a place to call home here, so i kinda feel as though their place is. The boys are great...their all great in their own way.....making me feel warm and in place.
i;m sooooooooooooo fcuking brokeee .....i would prolly eat rumput for the rest of my days till September comes. *sob sob*. But i;m definately splurging on Yoji Biomehanika next month! Can't wait to hear his pounding grooves...again, my cadets would be jelous once kot..keke.

I already miss the comfort and euphoric feel of the other cradle...for many many reasons..sigh
Bet im wishing i was sinking my soul in it right now.

Back to thoughts, again i have so many of em, and here i wrote another new entry. I call it Thoughts of a mindless girl..you guessed right! heeeeee..enjoys!

Here is some food.
Food for thought.
You think on a daily basis.
It is a human thing.
You can't help it but you think.
Thinking is what makes us human.
What proves that we are alive.
Proves that we have some sort of intelligence.
But for what?

We prove our intelligence.
We don't prove that our senses are working.
We don't prove that pain, sorrow, happiness, exists.
We don't prove that we feel it.
We don't prove that it rushes like adrenaline through our veins.
We don't prove to shake as it implodes us from the inside.
We don't prove that it kills.

Are we afraid to prove that we are more than human?
Are we afraid to prove that we are like everyone else?
It's hard to accept that theres people in this world like ourselves.
Hard to accept that people love you because you're just like them.
However there is a race.
Not a race against the clock.
Not a race that will earn our discrimination.
A race that exists.